Fith Meditation

This morning I can say was my most successful meditation session yet. I set my timer for 20 minutes which passed before I knew it and I went on for 5 more . I focused my mind's eye on the triangle again. I drew in my breath and breathed out the moment. And somehow in the midst of all this I found these words running through my mind, they are from a band I used to listen to years ago:

"King or cripple; what have I become?

Beneath these kingly robes their lies a fragile man.

What made me a king can sometimes cripple.

All that you give can sometimes rob my innocence.

Why do you let us walk along a cliff so steep?

When deep below the sea there lies a bed of gold?

And if this should be our battle ground,

don't let me fall; don't let us fall. "

(from King Or Cripple by Smith, Martin of Delirious?)

My soul remembers and can't forget. God is inside.

I've long ago asked Him to help me leave behind all that is of man. Now it's time to embrace who He really is. Really is? Who really is our Creator? Anyone who seriously wants to know God, I believe, should at least have the guts to ask Him straight out without going through another man's opinion and doctrine. Because, I believe, there are many facets to the Creator and maybe my (and maybe yours too) connection with Him is needed to help make up a more complete human understanding of who and what God is. I'm not saying that theology should not be drawn upon to gain insight into who God is but I am saying that I've already had enough theology to last me a lifetime. Now it's time for me to continue in my own theology and discover for myself just what is this Creator all about. Hence the inception of this blog. I'm putting down here in words (Or I am attempting to) the chronicles of my soul's journey toward this understanding. It's a rediscovery or sorts. A new oddessy of spirit that I have embarked on and I'm never looking back. You're welcome, dear pilgrim, to join me.